I've said what I've said and you know what I mean, but I still can't focus on anything.

Sunday, June 13, 2004

Its cold in your room...

I figured it was about time for an update! :-D
Just for Chelsea Span and Taylor <3
Smack her in her balls Chels.

Jamie is over, she is making Mac'n'Cheese.
She came down my house telling me she was hungry and that we were going to make something to eat. She went and found some Mac'n'Cheese and decided thats what we were making.
Now this all would have been fine if I would have had milk, which I didn't.
So Jamie being the friendly person she is went to my neighbors house and stole their milk.
HA!

Cory FINALLY aske me out, I mean its not like anything changed after he did.
Well nothing except the title.
It was real cute because we were both pretty tired and couldn't make our bodies get all jumpy and excited. haa haa
I also went to the show and saw a bunch of bands,good and bad.
Alexia sucked, what else is new?! :-P
Cory also felt the need to tell everyone and their mother OUR business, which isnt cool!!!
Hes a sweetheart, but he needs trained. :-D
He is hotter than you.

Since I started this updat at like 2:00pm I'll tell all of you lovely people about my wonderful day!
Jamie and I went back up her house and I told her brother to never let another person, male or female, touch his penis because he will get Aids. He said I was gay and told me to shut up.
Then Jamie decided to get a shower just as Cory called and told us he was coming to get us.
She took a quick one and there we were, driving off into the sunset, on a long road to Wally*World.
The top down wind in our hair, the smell of shit as we passed the lovely children playing in their front yards of Moneesen. It was sweet.
So blah blah blah, we went back to Cory's to play with the Kitty. Its name is Lizzy, who names their cat Lizzy? CORY'S MOM DOES THATS WHO!!!!
So we watched some TV and all that happy stuff.

Now I'm home. I'll mostlikely stay at Jamie's tonight.
WOO! Maybe we can finish watching 'Cherish'. :)?
haa haa
Treephort is playing tomorrow, I REALLY want to go, but I have no cash left and uhh, yeah. :(
DONALD LET ME IN FOR HALF PRICE CAUSE IM HOT!!!
:-D
Put me on the guest list boo!

Yeah so Cayla and I are cool now, which is great seeing to as her and Cory are pretty good friends.
:-D

Molly said she wanted to be in my blog so....

MOLLY JADE!!!!

Well Children I think I'll go change and head up Jamies and call MY BOYFRIEND CORY SHAY!!!!
SEXY CORY SHAY! CSHAY 4-LIFE!!!!

<3Dah

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Tuesday, June 08, 2004

I AINT NEVA SCARED!

Hi guys!

Moms and I have been fighting a bit about Cory and I. :-\
She let me hang out with him today though, so that was good.
He is amazing. :-D and the only one who reads this.

Him, Chelsea Span, Mark(psh), and Ashley reads it quite often.

Today was great I laid around with mah boo for a bit and then came home and went to Jamies.
We watched this movie called "Cherish" it was cool The computer is being gay and wont let me hit enter. By the way that one pic that I took from Cory's site didnt show up, GAY! I talked to Flex today, I miss him soo much. Me, Him, and His Mom are going shopping one day. I also talked to Brittni, I'm glad her and I are on talking terms again, it feels good not to hate her. HA HA! Well Cory called and I want to talk to him, though I told him to call back because i was updating! I think I'll go now! Bye Children! <3Dah

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Monday, June 07, 2004

It hurts my teeth...

Hey baby!

Whats going on.

Alot of stuff has happened and Im happy with most.
:-) I took a bunch of picture today wanna see?
I BET YOU DO!!

The First one I stole from Cory :-D

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Friday, June 04, 2004

i feel like i wanna be inside you when the sun goes down

Well schools out and I feel kinda useless...

Last night Moms had another of her moments.
Its been 5 or 6 years since Jimmy died and she still flipps out every year, its just she decides to wait till' this year to play demolition dirby with her and Drew's cars...
HA!

Atleaste one good thing came out of last night, I got to spend some of it with Cory :-)

Brittni poasted something fairly nice on my board, I about shit my pants.
Though I don't think she did because of me, I think it was for the fact that her and Cory are friends.
Still shocking.

I don't think I have talked to Flex in a long time, why? Not exactly sure.

We aren't fighting anymore, atleaste I don't think.

Oh well, we'll get around to talking again soon I'm sure.
I miss you Flex.

Jamie decides to go off and hang out with her other friends tonight, thanks.
So I decided to spend what money I have on wings and watch movies tonight, alone, all bymyself!
Since Cory is with his friends and Chelsea Rae is leaving tomorow I think, I'm kinda friendless. >:O
haha Don't worry Im not looking for your sympathy.

Why is it that blogdrives have no fucking smileys?
Fucking GAY!

Okay thats all for today.

I rock so hard!
<3 Dah

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Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Wishful thinking..oh?

hi children, I thought it was about time for a update?

Not many of you read my life anymore, thats alright there isnt much of one to read.
I am contend with Cory and Jamie but I do miss Brittany alot.

Things didn't blow over yet but I am still hoping for the best.
I didn't do much today, except went up Jamie's and slept for a while, then came home.

Yesterday was fun.
I hung out with my Pop's for a bit, then came home.
Cory came to get me and we went to Wendy's for a frosty :)
There are entirely toooo many stop signs in the world, haa just kidding.
We stopped at Jamie's and helped her with her tent and talked for a bit.
I had to go home so we said out goodbyes and I let my guard down and him and I kissed.
Bad move? Time will tell I guess.
But as of right now, I loved it.
I came home and talked to Alan for a bit about some distant things.
It was nice.
Then went up to bed.

Nothing is exciting any more, I need excitement or I get bored with things.
Sigh-

I want to dive off a cliff, just to see if I'll live.
Just to see if I'll be missed?
I think I will, but maybe I'm wrong?

Cellar Door

<3 Lover Dah

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Saturday, May 22, 2004

Volume

So I guess its normal to be so happy but so sad at the same time?
Yeah.

Went to Yummy's today with Cory and Jamie.
Brittany barely talks to me anymore.
I hung out with some old girlfriends last night.

Moms is pissed because I was 22min late.
I hate you for making me so afraid.

Here goes it, I don't really have anything left to say except that these last few weeks soo much has changed with me, and so many other people.
I pretend to hate others and others pretend to hate me.
I do hate some and HELL yes A LOT hate me.
I've lost a few people but also gained some.
and there is nothing left to say...
I can say though. I am completely over Michael and have moved on to MUCH greater things.
This update was only done because I have nothing better to do.
I think I'll go hook nintendo back up in my room.
I hate growing up.

<3 Dah

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Sunday, May 16, 2004

Trying to get high off wite out...

What am I doing?
Well I'll tell ya, I am painting random things with WiteOut...Yeah I know, GAY!

So I am am bored out of my mind, and this weekend was an okay one.
Friday, what happened Friday?
I don't remember...
Ohh I went out with Lex Heath and Britt. Atleast I think it was Friday...ohh well...
But yeah we went out and got a Coco Loco. :-D <3

Saturday I went to a show, It was in the middle of no where and I was for sure some crazy guy was going to pop out of the woods and try to rape me, but I was wrong. Cory was the only one who tried that...haha
Today, uhh I hung out with Jamie all day.
Then went to Britt's and watched "Strike".

Hairy fucking Bird.
<3 thoes little fuckers...lmao

My side is about to explode and cause mad confusion and chaos in the world because my liver will hit Bush in the middle of his head. Then some crazy mother fucker will blow up the white house because no one will be in it, they will all be trying to figure out who hit bush with a liver. This crazy fucker will then kill bush and explain calmly to the world that there will now be an anarchy. This crazy fucker will be Brittany Williams. I will then get my liver back and will be truely happy because my revolution is happening... Crazy shit.

Or how about that one time you cam over and we played Super Mario and I hit you in the head because I lost and then you came out of no where with this giant spoon and spooned me, like that one guy on mallrats...and then I call my good friend Claire Standish and we both did something like out 3 nijas and wooped your ass...remember that one...

Or tha one time you and I were laying on my couch and you were all "turn the TV down" So I was all "okay" and then you fell asleep and there wasnt a time that you looked more lovely, but you woke up and i relized that in reality I was the one sleeping all along,and what i thought was there was really a dream...

or that one time you and I laid in Jamie's room and madeout for like 8 hours listening to Brand New and then that one song came on, you know that one that goes "They're jut jealous cause we're young and inlove..." And I was all OHH and you were all GO OUT WITH ME so I was all YEAH!!! and then we made out for another 8 hours? Yeah that was great and I loved it, and I love it, and that song.

OR that one time when you and I went for a walk in the woods at the park and you took me to that log and told me about how you and your friends would go there and get high and you were acting all manly on the way too the log but when we got there you were screaming like a bitch because there was a bug, yes that was soo cute. I miss that log and you...

OR how about that night on Jamies back porch when you and I were sitting there talking about something real gay trying so hard not kiss eachother, but then I said the hell with it and shoved my tounge down you're throat and are teeth hit and I started to laugh as you turned red...

Or when we were walking to subway and I tried to rape your ass and you wouldnty let me, and that was when I realized how much respect i had for you not for who everyone else thought you were...

Or there was always that one day when I lost my cell phone in that weird guys yard and you stayed to help me find it and I thought about how sweet that was and you tried to get me to follow you and I was all freaked out and had to run away because I feared for my life...

Or we can always go back to that one time you and I were in the middle of no where and there was that flower that was ugly as hell and we sat there and made fun of it because it was so ugly, but then when we were about to leave you picked it for me and I never saw anything as beautiful as that flower I love that flower and I still have it....

Or when you came and we sat on my porch and made fun of the children on their bikes and I wanted nothing more than to throw you on the ground and makeout with you but i didnt because I was scared of what might turn out from that so I just didnt.....

Or that night that one kid showed us all his nast hairy ass and I that other kept following us around and you got in trouble because you had to be home and it was like 1am and you left and wanted to kiss me but didnt, Thanks.

Or that one kid who wore thoes hot clothes and was hot all around and one crazy fucker...yeah

great times.....

Or when Jimmy was alive you came in my house and we played nintendo for hours and you and jimmy made fun of me cause i sucked but when you left I went up in my room and wrote I Love S*** on my wall.

Or how about when you and I went for a walk in the woods and got lost but we werent really lost it was just way too much fun to pretend we didnt know where we were but brant and shane's house was right up the hill

Or when you and I sat in your living room and looked at porn until your dad came home

Or there was that time you and me danced like crazy in my house until thoes cool kids came over, and we all laid on my couch for a long time and fell asleep and then that one kid left drool marks on my couch when you guys left

Or that time your dad came down staird like a giant rat and pushed you on the couch and started screaming cause we were being way too loud, hahaha funny

Or when you guys came over and ate all my roast and I was pissed because I wanted to eat some later....

Ohh boy...

I'm going to my room because my clock read 11*11
Or when we laid in your bed and talked to thoes boys all night long

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Friday, May 14, 2004

It's Friday and I ain't got no Job....

Well it's a lovely Friday afternoon and I am sitting on my ass waiting for someone to make an attempt to ask me to do something, which probably wont happen.
Brittany has cool new friends who drive her around, so I wont be doing anything with her tonight.
Jamie is going to Lucia's birthday party.
Cory is a cunt who just wants sex. ;)
And Meghan and Danny, well I dont know about them...
So tonight will probably be another night cleaning my room and painting my nails.
Grand.

I wan't to go out and makeout with a random person, come home and tell you all about it.
But that wont be happening.

I more day and I'll be back in school.
Ohh fucking joy.
NOT!

So the other day mom told me she will be giving me $50 a week.
BUT I have to pay for everything, I mean EVERYTHING.
Makeup, lunch, hairspray EVERYTHING.
Cute I know.
But hey I can't complain its not often I hear moms saying $50. So hells yeah.

Now I think I'll start working on a boyfriend.
Where to start?
Not BV thats for sure, and sure not anyone from Monessen....
Maybe I'll put an add in the news paper? HA!
I'll do it.
Who knows, maybe all the men are dead and everything you see that looks male is really a female in disguise...woildnt that suck....ha

There is a strange person in my driveway... maybe he'll shoot my dogs. Wouldn't that suck, for the dogs...

Writing in here makes me depressed somehow, but now I think I'll go call Flex.

<3 Dah

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Sunday, May 09, 2004

Sha La La Laaaa

This weekend was interesting.

Friday was the Wings show, so yes I was there.
Amazing, all of the bands.
Nothing really happened that I need to go into huge detail, except this guy kept poking my ass.
That is about it.

Saturday I went with Jamie to Meghan's.
Danny came over around 11 and we watched some TV!
"I know a damn Sasquatch when I see one!"
I was laughing my ass off, and seeing to as I was already sick my voice was shot.
So Meghan and I went to make some tea.
Jamie and Danny came out to the kicthen so we went and sat on the deck, it was around 2:30 maybe.
We sat out there for a good while until Meghan's neighbor's back door swung open and out walked a half naked man.
Danny whistled, the tall dark man called back "I'll be right over."
I didn't this guy was seriuos, but oh was he.
A half naked man walked on Meghan's deck with us for a while and his name was Cody.
He is a fucking weirdo, but funny.
So we all went back in the house I thought to watch the Breakfast Club.
WRONG! Mallrats. GAY!
I got spooned.
So we all laid around and talked shit on one another till around 6:00-6:30 or so.
Cody went home, Meghan fell asleep Jamie and Danny were fighting about the bed.
Great.
Woke up at 10:00am. You cunts are gay as phuck.
Went on Meghan's webcam and watched oldmen beat their meat.
How fun?
No.
So Now I'm home and its mothers day and my mom isnt even home.
Cute I know.
Whatever.

Well kids I would leave you with some thoughtful words but I am kind of short on words these days.
:-\\

Yeah....

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Wednesday, May 05, 2004

Hells Yeah!

http://www.vanityforgotten.com/blog/

New favorite site^^^^

Well today, as all days, was shit.
Woke up around 8:30
Mom was bitching about something.
Threw some clothes on and went to that lovely alternative school they now send me to.
For the next eight days I will sit in a room by myself for 6hours. Cute I know.

Went over Brittany's today, as I always do.
She showered and called Heath.
He came to get us and locked his keys in the trunk.
Don't ask.
We tore apart the backseat and off we went in the "Purple Dragon."
Drove to Lex's and from there we went to a far off land where children slid on ropes and rode skatebaoards.

Came home.
Got on this idiot box, and now I'm sitting here wondering the point of writing all that.
To humor Danny and Mark. They are the only ones who read and dont pretend like they dont.
Fucking eh!

My throat hurts like a bitch.
Isn't is so nice that you don't care.
I think I'm getting sick.

I feel like such a bad kid.
I am a liar, I dont feel anything.
I smell like Lex's dog, maybe I should shower. MAYBE NOT!
JUST FOR YOU, JUST SO YOU CAN TALK ABOUT HOW I SMELL.
WELL YOU KNOW WHAT?!?!?!?
I don't care.
Maybe I do smell. HA!
DahDah=Stinky Ass
HA!
I crack myself up.
Me and my young-stinky-ass.
There I said it, now you have nothing left to say, bitches.

Why the hell are you eating a hamburrrrrrrrrrgerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Ham burgers aren't even made of ham, they are made of beef. So why call it Hamburger? Who knows?

Yeah Mark I read your blog, and it couldn't be anymore true.
If I had the braincell that made me feel, I would be all emo.
But I lost it somewhere along the road.
I don't know what to tell you, about anything.
You're right is the only thing that sticks.
Sorry.

Flex hasn't called me in 8years.
The fucker need to go home and stop living at Shane's.
Cunts.

Alright kids well I am done, I am going to my room to think about, well to tell you the truth I don't know what I'm going to do when I get to my room.
I doubt I even go to my room.
But if I do, you know I'll be thinking about something.

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